when life goes like this and that

Why we need to be update??? so that we going to be up to date hehehe... sengal haha... i saw lots of people todays are just too buzying playing with handphone, laptop, watching tv and so on. theres no more human connection between neighbors and family... they dont know what their family really want in them, or what their neighbors' name huhuhu (most tragic!)
so...communication is really important but not thru ur sms and phone calls ok? need to talk by face to face, so you can meet the max of communication standard.

we need to grow our family so there is no hard conflict in it...conflict is suck, but that is life, our life challenging rite?
so sabar so ar...everything will be alright...sun rise after the hujan lebat rite???
hehehe...but ade cloudy2 sket r pas tu juga hehehe...
so mcm life juga kan???

for the people out there, take care yourself ok? if you x give a damn about it, better think people around you, there is people that need you, some where out there...just think that if you sakit...you family and friend will need you to be healthy becos tak ada orang yang boleh tolong diorang selain YOU hahaha....

change to is good...but change to worst, better than dont change at all hahahaha...always think the consequences of what you did...it can keep you in the safe zone hehehe....smile for your enemy, your enemy is the most honest person in your life, becoz they can tell what is your weaknesses...Aite??

Selamat Hari raya Aidilfitri!!!

Bersyukur kita kepada Ilahi yang memberi kesempatan kepada kita untuk meraihkan hari raya yang mulia... Bersyukur kita kerana hidup dalam keadaan yang aman damai...beringat-ingat lah kepada saudara kita yang jauh disana yang menghadapi hari raya dalam keadaan yang serba kekurangan...

Di hari yang Mulia ini saya memohon keampunan dari anda sekalian and jika ada terkasar bahasa di dalam blog ini...Maafkan saya,menyusun jari kepada anda,tulus ikhlas sedalam hati ^___^

To all my friends. hopely you all will forgive me if i had done something that hurt your heart, dont forget to finish all the given assignment k??huhuhu...

Raya This year is the best raya i ever had...Syukur alhamdulillah...because, i have the chance to celebrate with my family in peace ^___^ hopely this Raya bring many Meaningful memories to you ....

Getting the job done!!!!

There were tonnes of work to be done,as a college student, it is a natural things to have a lots of assignments and limited time to finish it. and it even impressed me for those who manage to finish it all the workload in on time. i always doing my job last minute, and i dont know i didnt started it early at the first time i received the assignment. but when i look to my friends that are already working on that assignment, i accidently see her/him as a threat to me hahaha... i don't know where and why i got this kind of feeling. i also seems to manipulate their mind or *psycho* them...for example - "wahhh...Rajin nye..."

haha...as i wanna make them feel shy and stop doing that job.. i dont know why i act on such way...i didnt meant to do behave such way it is naturally come out from myself. but, now i'm trying not to do like that, because i don't like it. it shows that i'm a loser and afraid of my own shadows. they are deserved to be want they want and i will suffer the lose if i keep doing a last minute assignment hahaha...

for those people that like to *psycho please stop doing that. you just fooling yourself out. if you feel of started to do like that, better you think to look your face at the mirror and says "you should get up your ass and doing your own job!"

And one more things...I had dealing with a people like this, that is when they are studying, they put a sign outside their door "PLEASE X KACAU,!STUDY!" but, when they finished their studying, happily they come to interrupt other people that are studying, even they didnt put up a sign telling that they are studying and PLease X bother please, still they are studying just like you did and do want to be interrupt but not obviously show off like you OK!!!!

2009 nian jiu yue wu hao

there is an event been held at my ex-hostel, event for Bulan puasa, under Kolej Teratai hoho...well the activities that been conducted are kacau bubur lambuk,dodol and menganyam ketupat... lots of people involved with it, especially from the uniform's organization. but since i'm so damn tired today, my eyes can't hold any longer...huhu..lazy lazy lazy...but i can heard their(the people in that event) voice clearly from my room because their event have been took place just behind my hostel...

they are happy to involve in the community event, that makes me wonder when can i be like that. I'm really not into community service you know...but when seeing others doing that..it makes me impress with them...are this is because i want to impress myself to others or want to prove myself that i can be like that...hemmm...i can see that i have lots of negative rather than positive behavior...

another story, today my duty was not that hard huhu...lucky me...but the student got to be more discipline! I hated to take the student's name who is being late and did't wear a proper attire...hated to look for their name in that bulk attendance ahaha...so my friend warning them not to repeat it again...hahaha...we all skema...

Saturday Is Hard Day

ohhhhh my....hard day!? yes... i have to do my duty today to train the student by this morning...Now it's 6.18 a.m...still got some time to write something in my blog. i don't know why today, why this month, why this year, that i'm so into blogger. it is like a hobby for me now. but seriously, i'm not a person that like to write a long essay... but i heard that writing is good for us, because it can develop our writing skill and our vocabulary and etc...i admit it but i didnt practice it... it is a siqn that im lazy and fool...people really hard to do something that is *boring* but give many benefits to us and like to do something that is *fun* but didnt give any benefits...why do we act in such way?actually the question should be given to me haha...

i hate to do my duty, but i have to because, if i'm not doing it, i will be punish and many problems will occur. so that is why i keep doing this duty... this duty actually need me to come to the field and teach the student how to marching...and i am not really good with it... i'm still learning... but because of the current situation, i have to do this responsible..there are many qualified person to do it but they are already on the last semester and need to concentrate with their pratical...because of that..me and my few friends, have to take the duty...

now i know how the people's feeling when they got to do something that they don't like it... but because of the situation... we Still HAVE to do it...

CAN YOU BE HONEST?

White lie why it has to be like that? i wonder, why i'm lying toward my friends, it is my fault, i cant be honest because it will effect me and if i tell them the truth, they will get the effect too... why lie exist in this world?what will happend if everyone can't lie to others? are this world will change to be better or to be worst? "LIE" is it belongs to (A) Bad attitude? or (B) Good attitude?

If they have to lie because they are concern toward their friend's feeling, will it be still consider as a bad attitude? come on,...open your mind, beside that both option, you still got the (C), that is "don't say anything" hemmmm....BUT Silent can give lots of meaning, can it cause more harm?can this cause the people to think that those people who are keeping something from them that is really important until it can't be share with others? or those people are caring too much about the people until it can't be share with them for their own good or etc.? uhm...50% YES and NO...because from my opinion, people intend to think only in two area that is GOOD or BAD...

As the conclusion, HUMANITY will try not to lie to others and will lie to others when they are not choosing the (C) option....hahaha....

What Is iN your MinD???

Hem Hem... sometimes what we says is what we think is right to talk about, but frankly it is not... seriously, many people just open their mouth and talk about something that actually just to add their sin...

Many people talk without their concerned towards others...most women and men are same...but many people says that,women done it more frequently than men...seriously? well depend...if there is a prove from trusted resources to convinced the statement, than it is true.

But many people also says that...when the guys open their mouth and bad mouthing about others...their do it far more better than women...Seriously?...

Well based from my experience...i had encounter the situation where tthis group of guys, bad mouthing about someone and they are really really *hentam* that person ( in my opinion that very *high quality* type of bad mouthing )... but it depends... whether it is true or not...just sharing my opinion and from many friend's.
And the *BEST* part, it is so funny because the person that bad mouthing to someone,that person also do the same things toward Him/Her...Such an irony...we live like this..