Year End Holiday's activities

yeah, time cuti2 macam ni r yang paling best for me to relax and chill out, yet i still dont have any plan to go anywhere for my holidays, my sis tetiba ada plan for both of us...i meant third of us, including her Bf hahaha...going to KL and enjoy for year end sale hohoho.... she also mention about going to sunway, mandi manda jap, stay 2 or 3 night than return to our home sweet home..i feel happy to heard such exciting plan, but my class will be start just around the conner.. so end of relaxing, back to my insomiac or maniac nerd self again hahaha...but holoday or no holiday! i'm still stay late because of onlining all night long, and sleep around 6.30 in the morning,..my brain will be jammed ar lau i still keep doing this hhuhuhu....

by the way, my sis dah fly to KL today, and mine tomorrow...they gonna fetch me at the airport, YES! companion and comfortable ride hehehe...it's bored to fly alone...sometimes i want to talk with someone beside my seat...but it so strange to talk with stranger hahaha..."arr...can i have my moment of silent in this flight?" afraid of this reply huhuhu....
by the way, i want to buy something nice for my friend at West malaysia huhu...especially her, i think i'm gonna give her belacan and necklace hahahaha!! 2 type of things that definitely different!!! hahaha....

sata hardisk For laptopku...

today lagi...because of my Laptop cannot be formated again, as result from my bad sector in internal hardisk...kena r beli new hardisk lagi yg berharga Rm 175...dari kedai sebelah repairshop utk laptopku...rm35 additional lagi utk repairing work...buka wallet, hemmmm....i have to withdraw money at the nearest ATM...arrived at bank Islam...input the pin and look to the balance...hemmmm... paksa r kuarkan juga...now boleh lah pay for all the cost for laptopku...laptopku with windows 7...palsu...hem....i tak kesah pun...janji bley masuk windows hahaha...now my old sata hardisk...160 G Aje????? hemmm got to buy case for my external hardisk using it...semua file ade kat dlm tu...hey, buka fb lagi today...so boring and hated it!!! bla bla bla...i really hated my fb...but bcoz of the games...paksa r...jadi slave B@#$H .... boring ar....

Waiting for the next flight

one wonderful day had passed me
but that day wont stop me from asking another satisfied day
i been enjoying my holiday recently, but i rather pleased if the time goes faster on the holiday
my close friend already feel boring staying in her home...rotate the same routine...day after day...and seem that I'm in the same journey with her...
i went out today...and I'm changed, my imaged...but the same old me, and i remember about someone, i act cool about it... start from now...i don't want people see into my heart anymore...i want to keep low for now...until one satisfied day come to me and make me feel wonderful than ever...

Feeling Emo

25th of dec, i will balik to Shah alam... today i just watched zombieland and yesterday i'm watched Avatar, finally end up here, writing blog, reading blog, playin fcbook and others stuff and missin someone that are realy important to me...i want to meet her someday, i x really pandai chatting with her, but just being with her is more than enough...i want to visit her house, i wanna play with her pet, i want to salam and meet eye to eye with her sis and mother...because, day after day, i feel like i dah jauh with they all...my old best friends...sometimes...being a failure make my confidence drop down....now i cant fully face my old success friend with my old warm feeling...but am i going to be failure forever?? ... maybe i can try other area that can me suit... sometimes...i want people to accept me the way i am...appreciate me...remember about me...because i remember about them...i want people to show it that they love me and appreciated me...i will try to forget my feeling now...i dont want to be the most sensitive person... i x wanna to be emo...whatever...people didnt care a person like me...

It's not Over

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over