Confused Confused Realllly Shi#$#####

This is insane, my world become up side down, I keep hold myself, be brave and be hypocrite, don't i should go on with my true self?


I not like that kind of person, but from time to time, i felt that i nearly across the boundaries, and i got bad feeling about that.. this is need to be stop as quick as possible.


Why I need to be brave in such route that at the end of it...I will fall deeper than before... blind even more....fantasize longer enough that it should be...


I think i need to find the cure, the medicine that will drag me into the world without confusion and be confident on the place that i stand...

so it seems harder now, they near with me and they are really really know how to kill me slowly and silently...

Pengambaran Hidup Ku...

It hard sometimes when you want something that you should not have huhuhu...
I found that I need to control my feeling duhhh... It hard to choose things over the things that you reallllllyyyyyy wanted it... so I need to be hipokrit in order to make things easier and safe....

so it's hard to have that kind of life huhuhu....

Semalam tak dapat tidur pasal ni lah...asyik pikir kalau ikut kan perasaan ni, mesti ada disaster akan mendatang huhuhu....