Feeling Emo

25th of dec, i will balik to Shah alam... today i just watched zombieland and yesterday i'm watched Avatar, finally end up here, writing blog, reading blog, playin fcbook and others stuff and missin someone that are realy important to me...i want to meet her someday, i x really pandai chatting with her, but just being with her is more than enough...i want to visit her house, i wanna play with her pet, i want to salam and meet eye to eye with her sis and mother...because, day after day, i feel like i dah jauh with they all...my old best friends...sometimes...being a failure make my confidence drop down....now i cant fully face my old success friend with my old warm feeling...but am i going to be failure forever?? ... maybe i can try other area that can me suit... sometimes...i want people to accept me the way i am...appreciate me...remember about me...because i remember about them...i want people to show it that they love me and appreciated me...i will try to forget my feeling now...i dont want to be the most sensitive person... i x wanna to be emo...whatever...people didnt care a person like me...