Always give to others...

I read and read, of other people's life, in the social Network. . .If you know what I meant haha. . . sometimes I annoyed and irritated by those things, I don't like the fact that I am nothing to them. . .during 2 Years of joining it, it realized me about something that I hated the most. . .being forgotten. . . and it is true, I Hated it so much. . . I always see the reality that I am nothing to anyone amongst them, they just sweet talks and promising something that they do not mean to. . . This is suck because I have to write it down so people or no people will read my feelings. . . I'm turning my back to them, trying to ignore and forget all of them. . .

Previously, I'm so stupid that trying to get their intention, now it is time for me to be cold blood with them. . . Now lets just forget about me and I will forget about you too. . .

But someone still contact me and I really appreciated her, I am joyful and delighted as I see her name appear in my phone, but, I'm already chose my decision and with this decision, we will be alright. . .
I know someday you will be very happy to meet the one you are looking for in friendship, never lets the past block your way to reach that happiness in friendship.
I'm always try to explore and understand your feeling, because I never run my thought about your happiness. . .

I'm apologize for things that happened in 2008 and 2009. . . I done it without unexpectedly, I afraid that you will leave me, so I prepare myself and built as much as barrier in my heart so that I don't have any sadness toward the end of the Bestfrienship. . .

Knowing you is the Happiest things that ever happened in my life, but few things make me me disappointed. . . I Become selfish because of that, I let my heart open and search the one that will see me as her most important Bestfriend in her life. . . because I'm addicted to the equal feeling between friendships, which; as much she is important to me, I am also as much important to her. . .and I finally found her...

But I know you never meant to hurt my feelings, but I'm also not regret for what had happened to us, It is already written and I will always going to see you as my meaningful friends. . .