Sometime people dont expect to feel something that they assume to be the last person to think on such things, but we can't helped it...
Tonight I think too much until my body have to deal with the pain, it suck...I try to let the bad thought control my rationality and at the end of it, I still hanging like this, like now...
It's hard to realized whether you are jealous with somebody, someone that so close with you, you even imagined something that bad about them, bad thing that you dare they will do it...
Tonight I think too much until my body have to deal with the pain, it suck...I try to let the bad thought control my rationality and at the end of it, I still hanging like this, like now...
It's hard to realized whether you are jealous with somebody, someone that so close with you, you even imagined something that bad about them, bad thing that you dare they will do it...
"Green-Eyed Monster" or Jealousy is a secondary emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, particularly in reference to a human connection. Jealousy often consists of a combination of presenting emotions such as anger, sadness, and disgust. It is not to be confused with envy. (wikipedia.org)I dont want it to be like this, but it still coming out from my heart, I hope that it will stop distrubing me...
I hated to express my self because it seems that I am desperate with attention. I usually don't care for what have happend to my friends but I just dont now why this one it keep pushing me, keep distracting me until toward this time.
I need some medicine to let my brain off for a while, so I wont feel anything, I hate to feels something like this, it turn me down and made myself feel S&%T...
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