The tragedy happened once again, I make it worst, now I'm the one that should be blame..am I? why don't you just tell me what is wrong? then I can solve it..or apologize for what had happened between you and I.
Now your existences make me feel cold,awkward,like a knife stabbing through my heart, I drown alone in your world, even you didn't see it, through my eyes..my sight is not like before, I become pale just by looking into your eyes, it means something in your eyes, and I can interpret it...and obviously it says "stay away from Me". I suffocate..
I still remember, You give me that video, which is really touched my heart, even thou it is look like nothing, but it can shows your appreciation to me, I really do touched with your attention with those small things...those things keep me feel special, and depend on that feeling, thank you so much...
I want you to be honest with me, no matter how bad it is, I willing to accept it with open heart...I wish you could be true with me, because you make me feel guilty, hanging, and cold inside... I don't want this to be last forever, we don't have much time left, just confess it to me, I promised to make it better in the future...
The stupidest conclusion is that I know this will always remain like this, this letter,this expression, will be always be here, You don't even know about this, but to the reader of my blog, thank you for reading this...It is my self expression, and unexpectedly, you are already one step closer to my life story...complicated life story of mine...
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