Heart Still Unknown~~

Today is seems to be normal for me, people may perceived normal is good, but NOT for me...I wanted something excited will happened...need an activity that can make me forget something that I not wished to remember, because I will turn off and become k desperately moody if I remember it~

walaupun sudah beratus kali untuk membuatkan diri ini berfikiran positive~ namum hati ini tetap mengetahui perkara yang sebenar, aku tahu aku bukan untuknya, dan dia mempunyai seseorang yang boleh memberi kebahagiaan pada dirinya, itu dah cukup obvious kot~~... Hanya mengharapkan kejujuran dari persabahatan kami boleh mengeratkan perkenalan kami...

I am trying to not to text you too much or very often because it seems that I feel like I am desperate enough to get your attention~ sometimes it's hard to admit it, tanpa dia disisi, diri ini tidak sebahagia or se~happy yang dulu, semasa bersamanya... perlukah aku terus menerus untuk mendapatkan secebis perhatian daripada mu~~~

This is me~ now and later...I will always be here...for you...until the end...I will always waiting for you...without you notice it, I will always try to protect you, put a shelter for you, from rain and storm...This is me, FOR YOU ONLY...I know that there will be a another person that willing to do that for you,but because of that, I hope I can be an extra for you...

huhuhu~~~ kamu bersama si dia, aku menunggu di sini, adakah hati mu masih tidak mengetahuinya kerna hati ini masih lagi untuk ~~~.....