Obviously tonight I will shed a tears, I knew it! I hate it! I wished that I can be strong, stronger than before, because it is hard to feel like this, I don't want to keep this feeling forever, it only bring emo to me, and sometimes, I prefer if I don't have any feeling at all, but without feeling, I will feel nothing, empty, null and dull... so this is confusing me a lots.
Till now I am still writing out my feeling, hopefully that from here, from time to time, I will cure myself up and being able to breath freely without thinking too much about the matter that will not bring any possibility or chances. Praying that there will be someone that only mean for me and I will LOVE them forever.
I know why you happy and I also know why you sad, at the middle of night or at the time that you need somebody, I felt the instinct and I knew, it calling for me... I want to be there forever, I just want to lend you my ears and shoulder and to comfort you, it is something that I love to do, and it because that I really adore you.
You are so fragile,so smooth and gentle, your funny act and your voice feed my heart with the sweetness of life, I feel so much in paradise, just by sitting beside you and sometimes, when the wind flew through you, I can smell the sweet scent of old memories and all the lovely things that I most cherished for...
If I have superpower or magic, I really wanted that I can travel thru place and time, just to spend more time with you, to hear your laugh, to smell the same scent and to look into your face again. Money and fame doesn't matter anymore, to have you in my life is the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me. Your are the one that ever make me feel this so much special and it makes me feel so much in "cloud nine" and I WISH you were here...
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